[QUOTE=BadFingerBoogie]listening to hallelujah jeff buckley gets me down

it's beautiful but gets me down

there's on a few things that can outdo this

but i'm worried it might not work

secret weapon x is: "shout" by the isley brothers.[/QUOTE]

sorry i've been away

not much has changed love. yeah, i'm back in the pit, where i last left you. so i'm just waiting here now, it's always about waiting, isn't it.

i dont wanna be another statistic out there doing NOTHING...

oh what shall i do
where shall i go
whatever i come across
whenever i know
hopefully itll be soon
rather than later
i dont want to be stuck
waiting on the elevator
beam me up now
for i am quite anxious
fill my eyes with something else
more visually arousing
i need more more more more more more more more more more more more, NOW...

instant karmas gonna get you!!!

dear blog:

baby im sorry i left you in the dark
im coming back and i wont leave this time
ill make you my world, please believe me
ill change one day...

haha oh man, ive been gone for awhile but it seems everytime i come back
i am a little bit more knowledgeable and hopeful
no one really reads this haha so its more fun this way
if there ever is an audience let me know
ill try my best to keep up to date
much love
goodbye...

what a drag it is getting old...

i want but i dont pursue
i request but i dont recieve
personally its up to me
i rather be stuck in glue
never break a mold
i want to be new
and improved
but i know that right now
same ill be anyhow

maybe itll be different someday...

Shorty Swing My Way...

An Eye Of An Eye Of Fatima
And The Wall On The Hotel Room
And Cowboys On Acid
Are Like Egyption Cartoons
No One Ever Conquered Wyoming
From The Left Or To The Right
Stay In The 'Tel Room
Stay Up All Night...

And Of Course Henry The Horse Dances The Waltz...

what a wonderful day, chilly even though its nice, i cant complaain, even though cold as ice...
i find myself nothign to write because i dont know what i raelly want to put on here or shaare, i need to figure it out but lets see...

everyday in everyway is a different way in which i stay the same but is it really me to blame, because excuses excuses are so lame so i wander all about with a heavy cloud of doubt perched on my shoulder a rather large boulder, that i wait to roll but once i reach the gate, i'll have to pay the toll
so ill keep wandering aimlessly still
once i reach my destination
ill stop being lazy, what a cheap thrill...

what have you done, you made a fool of everyooone...

picture of the "pure country"

its funny after having a few intense days of work, now i'm back to being lazy, perhaps its the weather, but more likely its just me realizing what it takes to get by
when i think about my existence up until this point it is made up mostly of material needs, i want want want and want something in order to help me with this, or to make it easier to do that, mainly for personal agenda and non of it is necessary, i think it's just rather silly...

All Right, it's been a little while but i will continue blogging after a break of over 9 months, dont fret i will try to keep this update quite frequently...